I'm sad...feeling blah...

Last night I called my brother to wish him and my sil Happy Anniversary, and my brother seemed rather down. :( He then told me that a friend's wife was found dead in her bathroom on Monday. My brother has know them both since elementary school. I'm so sad....he said he didn't know how she died. They have a couple kids, ages like around 4 and 2...I'm just feel so bad for Stewart and his family and kids. I feel bad because my brother didn't now the cause of death. Stew came home and found his wife dead in the bathroom...I haven't seen Stew in years...but my heart aches for him. I don't know how she died...don't know if she committed suicide, or if it was some weird death...and then does it really matter? She's gone...did she know the LORD? Does the rest of the family know the LORD? Will they see each other again? ahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, it just hurts...please pray for all involved...I really would appreciate it.

In addition to that...is it possible to have Post PMS? I feel so blah today...is it emotional from hearing such sad news? Is it spiritual? I dunno...I just feel blah...not sick, not happy, not bad...anyone else ever feel this way after your menstrual cycle? If you all don't mind will you pray for me too? Thanks!

Blessings until next posting...